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ye roozi man az dokhtaro eshgho az in joor chiza hichi halim nemishod , asan fekresham nemikardam ke dargire chenin bazi besham ama ...
dastan az oonjaei shoroo mishe ke ma az ye mahal be mahale digei miyaym ke man oon moghe kelase panjome ebtedaei boodam . bache mahalaye bahali dashtim . kheyli khosh migzasht . ta in ke ...
ta in ke hamsaye baghalimoon az oonja raftano taghriban bad az 3 hafte ye hamsaye jadid oomad ...
oona ye dokhtar dashtan ke man bad az avalin didaram bahash ye hesi too khodam ehsas kardam dorost mesle filma vali nemidoonestam in che hesiye ??!! akhe kheyli bache boodam .
jalebe bedoonin ke avalin bari ke baham sohbat kard behem goft " sharmande age az ghoorbaghe nemitarsin ye ghoorbaghe too hayatemoone biyayn oono bendazin biroon " . rastesh az ghoorbaghe mitarsidam vali nemitoonestam begam na . ba kolli tars o del horegi ghoorbaghe haro andakhtam biroon . in avalin sohbatemoon bood !!
mano bachehaye mahal har shab ghayem bashak bazi mikardim , oonam bishtare vaghta mioomado negah mikard ke in karesh kheyli khoshhalam mikard ( hehhhe ) . kam kam oonam dasht ye jooraie az man khoshesh mioomad dorost mesle man . ba ham sohbat mikardim . mikhandidim be ham . har chi lazem dashtim az ham migereftimo oon ja bood ke hamo be onvane taghriban behtarin doostaye ham midoonesti ( oono motmaen nistam vali khodam injoori boodam ) . shaba hamash ba ham boodim . chon shoghle valedeynesh tori bood ke kheyli dir mioomadan khoone , baba mamane manam chon dokhtare khoobi bood moshkeli ba in ghazie nadashtan . khoone hamdige miraftimo vase ham khatere tarif mikardim . oon moghe man dovome rahnamaie boodam .
har rooz ke migzasht bishtar ehsas mikardam ke behesh adat kardamo hata fekre inke az ham joda shim divoonam mikard . hamishe montazer mishodam ke hava tarik beshe o ba ham bashim .
yadesh bekheyr cheghad mikhandidim . vaghti mikhandid dige kami ehsas nemikardam .
doos dashtam behesh begam dooset daram vali mitarsidam , ta inke ye bar too hayatemoo behesh goftam ye chizi too delam hast ke room nemishe begam . kheyli esrar kard begam vali man in karo nemikardam . narahat shodo goft to ke nemikhay begi nabayad az hamoon aval chizi migofti . manam goftam bashe ye harfeso migam baghisho kodet hads bezan . goftam avalesh doost dare . ba khande goft age mikhay ba ham doost bashim ke ehtiaj nist begi akhe ba ham doostim . gofam na ye chize digas . koli hads zado natoones manzooramo befahme akhe fekresho nemikard chenin chizi bekham behesh begam . vaghti goftam doostet daram khandido hichi nagoft . oon shabo chan shabe dige gozashtan ta inke hes kardam raftaresh dare taghir mikone ...
are dorost hads mizadam ... dige nemikhast baham harf bezane ... kheyli az harfam pashimoon boodam .
yek mah gozashto bad az yek mah soraghamo gereft . kheyli khoshhal shodam . raftam bebinam chikaram dare ...
goft " az inke bahat harf nemizadamo soragheto nemigereftam mazerat , akhe mikhastam bebinam harfi ke behem zadi rast bood ya na . " dige hichi nagofto raft .
be khoda kheyli doosesh dashtam vali nemidoonestam bayad chikar mikardam . ye jooraei room nemishod ...
har chan vakht ye zang mizad ya name midad ke bia bazam mese ghabla bashim ke vaghti zang mizad kolli hal mikardam ke sedasho mishnavam vali mane divoone nemidoonam chera javabe dorosti behesh nemidadam ba inke doosesh dashtamo mikhastam bahash basham . kheyli fek mikardam ke hala bayad chikar konam vali maghzam pooch shode bood ...
bad az 3 sal ke man dovome dabirestan shodam taghriban hanooz omidvar boodam . ye rooz tasmim gereftam ye name benvisamo bedam behesh . name ro ba ajale neveshtamo too ye rooze barooni dadam behesh . ba khodam fekr mikardam ke az farda dobare ba behtarin doostam ashti mikonam . fardash nadidamesh vali pasfardash didamesh . behem goft " doost nadaram ba kesi basham ke har vakht saresh sholooghe tahvilam nemigire o har vakht saresh khalvat mishe miad soragham . ashk too chesham jam shode bood . oon roozo mese divooneha separi kardamo shabesham oonghadr gerye kardam ke chesham sorkh shode boodo ashkamam tamoom shode bood . shomarasho dashtamo behesh s midadam vale javab nemidad be gheyr az mavaghe khas ke kheyli khoshhalam mikard ba in karesh . ta in ke ...
ta in ke akharin shabi k be ham s dadim fara resid . badtarin shabe omram . akhe hamoon chizi ke mitarsidamo shenidam . bad az koli s dadan goft " man kese digei ro doos daram " hamoon ja khod be khod geryam gereft akhe kheyli sakhte behtarin dooste adam ya mashooghesh ino bege behesh .
hala faghat khateratesh moonde vasamo ye sher ke too akharin s bem dado oonam in bood : shayad an rooz ke sohrab nevesht ta shaghayegh has zendegi bayad kard khabari az dele por darde gole yas nadasht bayad intor nevesht har goli ham bashi che shaghayegh che gole pichako yas zendegi ejbarist zendegi dar gero khaterehast khatere dar gero faselehast fasele talkhtarin khaterehast ...
kash behesh nemigoftam dooset daram ta khodesh ino mifahmid . hala hamishe too zendegim ehsas mikonam ye jaye khali vojood dare . khoda midoone che halo roozi daram too khodam ke say mikonam too zaheram ino neshoon nadam ...
omidvaram harja ke hast salemo sarehal bashe o be ooni ke too akharin s gofte bood doosesh daram berese ...
ishala har ki mashoogh dare behesh berese ...........................................


















